Wednesday, December 23, 2009

internal conflict.. yet again

some things are best left unsaid.
but to be honest th years ahead is exactly the reason why im holding up so well.
cos i know somewhere along the lines, things will change for the better.
not just yet tho.

right now all i feel is anger. eats me up inside. we fight, a lot, and it probably doesnt affect him as much as it does me. sometimes i can actually feel the fire seething in my heart. which is why i need an outlet.. or perhaps, a distraction.

on the other hand, i am... doubtful. of the things i say and the decisions i make. careful not to let history repeat itself once more. fool me once, shame on u. fool me twice? never happening.

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