sadness

why do you always visit us during the worst time of the month?

everynight i would force myself to sleep just because i dont want to cry and sulk myself to sleep thinking about the people back home (especially you). so everytime i feel like sleeping,i would just jump on to the bed without brushing my teeth without taking my pants off and pray hard to god to help me sleep soundly tonight. and so far, it worked. - d.

two sides of a story

now im sure youve had your fair share of judging and criticising someone only to realize eventually that you've got them all wrong. ive had moments where i hear rumours about people doing this and that and i go, ' owwh no she did-ent!!' , totally caught up by the scandalous stories and those steamy stuff you wouldnt even dream of seeing them doing. but then i'd meet the talked-about and surprisingly, they seem to have stories that definitely deserve to be heard. see there's a saying i like to live by and it goes there's two sides to a coin. the bad person might not be so bad after all. dont judge a person from their mistakes. for like the seasons, people change. so the person whom you might be hating now, or the person who you've been holding a grudge on, might not be the same person tomorrow.

what are u looking at

My old primary school was located right in the middle of a metropolitan district and we, the kiddies, were given a large chunk of tarred land that was stuck between tall skyscrapers, a busy two way road and the school building itself as a playing ground. Cars would zoom past us, filling the air with obnoxious honks and stale smoke. I didn’t care. We played chase. We ran out lungs out. We screamed. We shrieked. We laughed. The world was my oyster and I couldn’t care less about who was staring at us. I was a kid. Naivety was my best friend. But then things started to change. I started to develop emotional feelings for other people. My body’s physique began to transform and I felt foreign. Maturity was my idol. I attracted more eyes but this time, I was concerned. I would feel self conscious and nervous, wondering whether those who were starting at me were acquaintances or whatever. I didn’t like being judged. I didn’t like the feeling of sets of eyes piercing through my soul, roaming down my body, judging the features of my face and so on. I felt like it was the dirtiest thing in the world. And up til now, I would still feel that way.

easter [ ē'stər ]

n.

1. a day where all the shops close except for the ones sellin food and stuff. hows that fair? they get paid extra or somthin?
2. a day before i fly off to my sweet sweet homeland
3. A Christian feast commemorating the Resurrection of Jesus. ??
4. happy easter everyone